Why did I have make this blog anyway?

I haven't blogged in forever. I think the last time I blogged I wasn't in a good place. But then again, whoever said I am in a better place at present? This new blog came to be because I felt like I needed an outlet -- different from my personal blog which I already filled with a lot about me personally. This blog, however, will be more of my creative outlet. A place for poetry. A place for my random musings. A place where I can post my thoughts no matter how crazy they are or how happy they are. I am thinking of this place as a form of a release. A place of freedom. A place of solitude. I don't know whether people will be reading this. But I do believe I need a place to keep them all intact aside from the notes and notebooks I have in my drawers each day. I hope this will be the place I want it to be...

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